Question marks floating in my head 10:16 AM

Got an offer that's slightly tempting, but will need to leave my current role by December. Should I go? Trade offs are so unquantifiable. Decision time. Dilemma.

Don't understand why Jap's so upset. I told him not to think about it. In the first place, why must he 'do something' with me?

Feel so fat, and I've got a Sunday morning shoot. How? It's near impossible for me to lose weight. I'm so terrible.

Thinking of whether to invest $5k in DJ's agency. It's not such a huge sum, but I can't forsee it being profitable in in the short run. Besides, I've got stressful my day job to take care of. Go ahead, or not?

Should I even take what JD told me seriously? What if S's prediction is right... And yes, S hit the target spot on. Now I feel sooooo stupid.

Time to (again) think about buying a car for myself? What about moving out next year?

Buy some shares? Put $ in an FD? Get a new phone, or a new iMac?

I can't cut my hair even if I want to. Sigh~ Want to go to visit my dentist soon. I need a massage.

Go to Krabi with my mother next month? Or Hong Kong with BigCat instead?

Why do I think of things I shouldn't be? Why can't I leave my thoughts behind? Why must I take risk? Why are there consequences to every decision? Why do people demand so much from me? Why do I have such high expectations? Why are choices so had to make? Why are feelings fragile? Why am I disappointed again?

Why do I even bother?

Why do I ask so many questions? Because life's a breeze when I get the right answers. But then again, what's perceived to be right or wrong is only relative. Heaves a burdened sigh.

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