I've been feeling lackadaisical for over a week now. And since I can't pinpoint what caused me to feel so heavy-hearted, there's really no way for me to 'work-on-it' to make myself feel better.

I guess I've experienced a deep sense of disappointment - in my work, in the people around me, in my personal life, but most of all from myself. I know that it's all about managing expectations, striking a balance and keeping inner well-being and stuff, but it's all empty talk.

Feelings, in the first place, are intangible and unmeasurable. How could one say that he feels 5 cubits of gladness today, coupled with 3 cubits of restlessness, in conjunction with 7 cubits of enthusiasm, etc. It's just doesn't make plain sense. Feelings are never black or white; but always grey. Varying shades of grey.

I need some sunshine, or some rain. Am hopeful for a rainbow though, if I'm lucky. Just to chase my gloomy skies away.