If I say that I don’t care, I will make sure that I really don’t care.
Even if I still care now, I will force myself to stop caring. Really soon.
To know that you should not do something, but continue doing it, is pure stupidity.
To give excuses for my own stupid behavior is not acceptable.

I need to wise up. Foolish people never make it big.

I have set the timeframe to be 2 weeks. And after that, I will not care anymore.
I will not care, but it doesn’t mean that I will not be sad.
I will be sad, but I will not die.
I will just have experienced more and will survive. Victors are survivors.

That don’t kill me will make me stronger.

We neither know nor judge ourselves; others may judge, but cannot know us. God alone judges and knows us.
Wilkie Collins (1824-1889)

I just ate had thick gooey sweet milo and a lot a lot of biscuits because I was so hungry. I’m such a junkie again. Sigh.