Always so much more exciting, though risk is greater and the odds are so much higher. Definitely elevates the chance of getting my fingers burnt.

As compared to the mild, safer alternative, which by simple logic is obviously the more secure choice, I just like the naughty one. Can't explain why. Maybe it's just in my nature.

But it's not-so-good for me; I'm fully aware and as sober as a fish. Am focusing to think straight and not let my mind wander, lest I fall into the fisherman's net. It's difficult, and may even hurt at times. Need to protect myself. Turning my face away from what is wickedly tempting. Putting in effort to consciously do what I should.

Evy is really trying.