Here I am building up a reputation as a whiner, but if I don’t whine here it’s worse if I do it in person right? Maybe I'm pms-ing.

LKK did not come to office today, and I don’t know why. Perhaps he’s on urgent leave, fell sick, or attending some seminar today. I don’t think it’s planned though, because last evening he mentioned the classification issue he wanted to discuss today. Whatever reason it is, I still feel bad.

In an attempt to snack on healthier alternatives, I bought myself a packet of baby carrots, which took me 2 days to finish. Now I’m so sick of carrots and I feel like a bloated version of Jessica rabbit. Anyway, after eating so much beta-carotene rich stuff I actually craved for more flavorful food to de-neutralize my taste buds, and ended up eating more junk food. Plan failed.

Mistake said he wants to date me, and will call his girlfriend to break up if I agreed to meet him last night. Obviously I didn’t. Do I need a reminder why he was a mistake in the first place? That was like 4 years ago anyway. Poor girlfriend.

Kangaroo asked me if ‘I had forgiven him yet’. Like duh? I didn’t even bother getting angry in the first place and don’t really care what he says. I’ll just ignore him.

Head of Trade Finance says that he wants to make an advance booking to date me for Valentines’ day next year. So lame and lousy flirting technique. I’ve got so many errands to run over the weekend actually, and I’m saying no to everyone this year, regardless of who they are and what they do. What I really want is a good sleep and probably time for my Ally McBeal series. Even though I’m fat, I might indulge myself in some ice-cream just for happiness sake.

Taurus has made a decision, apparently. I don’t know what it is and I’m also not going to ask. Maybe he kept asking if I miss him so that he can factor my answer into his decision. I was indifferent and will remain this way. Yes, sometimes my heart turns into a cold piece of unfeeling jade when necessary.

I’ve painted my nails a light fuchsia for this weekend, to perk myself up a little. My wishlist now consist of a massage, a holiday, and I really want to watch CATS.

My smart legal scholar German intern is coming in on Monday, and I forsee myself making a sharp decision next week.

I’m so glad it’s close to the end of another dreadful work week.