Someone gross wants to take me out on Valentine’s Day. Someone disgusting I had to work with. Not the last desperate one, but another one, no less horny and distasteful. It’s the umpteenth time I’ve said no but shouldn’t the point have gotten across then? People like that obviously don’t read subtle hints well given their thick hide.

I was told that I should be gentle when letting a girl down but be harsh and go straight to the point when rejecting a guy.

I’ve had 2 missed calls from a withheld number this morning and till now, keep wondering if it’s from Hong Kong and the 2 English Lords. Suspense is exasperating, and here I am afraid of being let down. I cast all cares to my Heavenly Father.

Mr. WW was nice and my excitement on Project Asian BTP was rejuvenated after this morning’s meeting and conference call with Melbourne. I’m just gonna reiterate my faith that He will provide no less than the best for me.

I think I’m suffering from jaw-ache since the hour-long intensive dental procedure I had. I must be super unfit because the seemingly relaxing badminton game yesterday is making my bum ache. My system has too much food stored up as fat. My period is super late again.

I’ll feel that I’m letting LKK down if I eventually go. I still appreciate his favor towards me, really.

I need to have more patience with my grandma and don’t want her to feel any hurt by my brashness and lack of empathy for her. Increasingly, I find myself having little tolerance for my mum’s idiosyncrasies. There’s really no joy trying to scale career heights at the expense of my dear family. I think it would be worse letting them down by not having commendable character. My grandpa, should he still be around, would not be proud if I was successful but an obnoxious bitch.

It’s Yuan Xiao, the 15th day of the Lunar New Year today. The moon is supposed to be the brightest tonight in more than 50 years. I think it’s a good time for me to reflect on myself in moonshine.