Planet Earth turns slowly

The Earth spins slowly but the bull is patient.

So much happens on a daily basis. Program restructuring matters are common-day affairs. Some people have been shifted around. I'm being asked to 'hop over' to Jakarta on horribly short notices, a place I do not enjoy. And I hate that I have to travel on my birthday.

Taurus will be back in Singapore for 2 weeks and I likely won't be able to meet up with him. Maybe it's for the better, it's gonna lead nowhere eventually.

The last trip in Jakarta, I managed to catch up with Mary, my long time classmate since St. Margs. It was so nice to see her again after 12 years, and I'm really grateful for friendships like that. I also bumped into Rini in the Hotel lift and we went shopping one evening, and had room service dinner after that. This coming trip, my boss is meeting me there so I don't think I'll have ANY luxury of rest at all.

I went for a training walk from Tampines stadium to Central mall a couple of Saturdays ago, covering a total distance of 17km. I thought the long walk weould actually clear my mind but it kinda didn't. I'm still friggin sick and tired and everything sucks at thi point.

I'm a super horrible person. I'm on the brink of hating myself. Plus I'm fat. I stuff my face so much till I get hyper swollen, gross and sick, and then I feel worse.

Why am I struggling so much for? Many people lead far simpler lives than me and are actually happy.

I met BTSC last week and I knew I shouldn't have.

GL brought me on Harley rides which were so fun but the gloomy feeling caught up once they were over. I can't run and I can't hide?

I don't know what I have achieved after almost 28 years of my life.

Just back from lunch at Amoy St famous Curry Fish Head and mango sago dessert and my dress is on the verge of bursting at the seams. I'm so fat that I dare not take out my jacket though it's friggin' hot!!!

Tonight, I'm going to the Moet Champagne party with my girlies at the Rabbit Hole. I need a break. Last year, I was at the Chivas event where I met Lion. The Paper Lion.

I was walking around Vivo waiting for Carol and Ade yesterday evening and I bumped into bull. No biggie. He gave me a 'look' but what can I do?

Can't wait to leave the office for my weekend to start.